I honestly have never been able to see myself as a mother. It's never appealed to me, not once in my life. And now that Nyx and Loki are here, and they actually want to start a family with me... it... it really makes me so happy. I want to marry them. And I want to have babies. And I don't want to name them because I'm bad with names. ^^;
I really...
I'm really looking forward to starting a life with them.
EDIT:
I just remembered something. Kay and I actually had a conversation a long time ago, where she was making fun of me. She kept saying I was pregnant and I wasn't, and it was awful because I didn't want to be pregnant. I couldn't see myself as a mommy then. Especially not with Jude. ._. I just couldn't imagine being the mother of his children. But with Loki and Nyx I can.
And now I actually think about it, and I can see me with babies in my arms. I can see me happily married. I can see being with Loki and Nyx, and all of us smiling and being happy, raising our children together.
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