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Yellow's Precious Thought-bin
My Own Ears
So I called Nettie at 8 in the evening. Wanted to talk to Engel or Frey about somethin' the Oracle said. Engel laughed, I felt better, everything worked out well. Nettie and I stayed on the phone.
So we got to talkin', and we were just havin' fun (I could barely hear her half the time >:[ ) and we got on the subject of Ganon's fights that day. Of course the guy had fun, even if Princess Embers made him have what I believe to be the poppet equivalent of a concussion. Complete with foaming at the mouth! 8D Thankfully, Mana healed him up (several times wink ) and everything turned out okay. Stupid fat poppet made me eat fatty food when he got home though emo
Anyways, I remembered that Ganon fought Dokkur that day, and I got all excited, because I thought 'Hey, I could talk to him!' so I spent the better part of half an hour saying nothing but 'Please?' to Nettie. And she said 'No' every time xd
And then she mentioned Loki, and then my eyes got all wide, and it clicked in my head: Loki! I could talk to my lover~!
So I switched my begging from wanting to talk to Dokkur, and wanting to talk to Loki. The fact that Nettie gave me the ultimatum between talking to Dokkur and hearing Nyx's reply (if we ever got one) didn't help either stare . So I spent another maybe forty-five minutes trying to convince Nettie to let me talk to Loki, just for five minutes, so I could tell him I love him and hear him say it back. And Loki wasn't aware that I was begging to talk to him at first, but he caught on. I'm told that he just sat there staring at Nettie with this big goofy grin on his face the whole time. And finally Nettie caved, and said I could talk to him after everyone was gone, and if I promised to be good. Which made me squeal like a little girl >W<
So I was sittin' there, bein' impatient. And Nettie started stalling for time and mental preparation, and we started talking about love and everything, and how wonderful it was. What she thought of it, what I thought of it, the fact that Loki was trying to hook up Mytho and Spyro... xd And then finally, she took a few deep breaths, and said 'Okay. Just a little more mental preparation.' And then she took a few more breaths, and then I heard 'Hello...?'
I think I said 'Hi...' but I'm not sure. And then I heard it.
'Babes...'
I'm not joking. I started to tear up. I literally couldn't speak. And then he said 'Are you there?', and I said 'Yes, but I'm trying very hard not to either burst into happy tears or squeal like a little girl.'
And he sort of laughed, and I sat there, and we were quiet for a bit, and then I said 'Hey Loki?'
'Yeah?'
'I love you.'
I just felt so happy to be able to tell him that myself; it was such a wonderful feeling. And the first about half an hour was sort of quiet, because we were just... just happy to know we were on the phone together, I think. ^^ We kept falling into these silences, where we would just listen to each other breathing. It was relaxing.
Of course after a while, we just started picking up conversation, talking about the family, and other stuff, and it was just... nice. We got to talk on the phone. It meant a lot to me.
And we talked until almost 2 in the morning. It would have been longer, I think, but my phone started to die ><; Otherwise, I think I would have been happy talking to him all night.
And even if I was tired (not saying that I was, but he knows I was ^^; ), I still would have wanted to stay on the phone with him as long as I could. And if the damn thing hadn't died, then I would have felt so much better because then we could have talked longer heart





 
 
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