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I am not what I seem to be
everything I say ends up being wrong
and I'm being washed away by reality.
I am not who you think I am
and I don't say what you think I will
In the end, is that so bad?
I am not something ordinary
that comes in your life everyday
and you have to try to keep me here
Do you see you I really am?
I can walk away very easily
and you won't even notice...
Do you see, or don't?
If I say something, you assume the worst
as if I only try to hurt you
Maybe I say things in a really bad way
things that get you mad
but still, why don't you try to see what I really mean?
Maybe I am a bad person
so, I only do and say bad things
though I say I'm sorry, you only get angrier
You think I'm the one compairing things
you and me, our ups and downs,
but still, thats you, don't you see?
I never said a thing to make you sad
and of I did, it was by mistake
still you always feel threatened
It's as if my every word is a knife
and you try to protect yourself
from things you always see as bad
Come on, open up your eyes
I'm standing right here, can't you see?
I'm standing right here, you can't see...
I'm sorry for all the things that hurt you
I'm sorry for all I did
I'm sorry for being here and try to support you...
Maybe I should go, never to come back
and leave everything behind me
Would that please you?
I can't understand what you want
and I don't think I want anymore
when you are the one that shuts me out...
I can secrifice anything, everything,
for the ones I love, I can forgive anything
but you don't seem to be able to do that....
 vampaela · Tue Feb 17, 2009 @ 08:47pm · 0 Comments |
