i have never felt quite this lonely before, quite like this. nor i have i ever missed someone i dislike so. but this is how the dice roll. whatever. whatever. you're gone from my life, and i don't think you'll return for a long time, if you ever return.
i'm miss smiling at your mention, because you were so important to me. i miss your name poping up on ******** caller id because someone wanted to talk to me. but maybe you didn't. maybe i was just someone to talk to when you got bored, someone who would listen to everything, do as you asked, always, always! i'll never know.
******** you. ******** you very very much. get out of my brain.
yet another entry of angst. please ignore. <3
[.Ichigo-Chan.] · Thu Feb 05, 2009 @ 02:03am · 0 Comments |