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Sorry I did not make a entry in awhile...anywho...
What the heck is happening? My Ex-crush is flirting with two of my friends. He even hugged them.......It's kinda odd....he use to be kinda mean to them...but that was last year.
You see, back in 8th grade I had a crush on him because he was nice to me, unlike the other boys...he did things that made my face turn red and my heart start to race...here's some examples:
#1: My friend and I were having a arguement and she kicked me so hard, I fell to the ground. She walked away to the classroom. I was trying to walk to class normally but the pain was to much. Once I got to the classroom I sat down in my chair and started to cry. I hid my tears the best I could, but my other friend noticed that some thing was up. She kept asking what was wrong, I didn't answer, but then my crush came in. He walked over and was asking, "what happened, are you ok?" My other friend told him to go away and mind his own business...but, then he said sturnly, "No. I'm not leaving untill Dana smiles again!" and he didn't...so I smiled, not because I had to...because I was glad he cared.
#2: In the gym, I was sitting with my back to the wall and stareing at my i-pod. My friends where running after each other like the spazes they are. razz Then my crush walked over to me with a basketball in his hands. Yes, he is a jock. Yes, I am emo. Shocking.
He said "If I make this shot, you will smile and be cheered up." (a basketball hoop was near me.) He missed and I laughed. Then he looked at me and said, "OH! There it is, there it is! I didn't even have to get it in." Then he walked off back to his game with his pals...smiling proudly.
#3: One day when class was was just about to end, everyone was crowding in the doorway, waiting for the bell to ring. I was right next to the door's frame, facing the hallway, dazed, and tired. Then I saw someone put their hand on the wall next to me. The person's arm was touching the upper part of my arm. I truned my head alittle and saw my crush...not even a foot away. I quickly turned my head back to the hallway. He kept bumping his chest into my back. O////O Then the bell finally rang in what felt like forever. He bumped into my back once more and I raced to my locker, face red.
#4: It was valentines day....(EVIL.) And the class had to do a human-knot activity...(If you don't know what that is...i don't care, figure it out.) One of my hands was still free. Then a girl who use to hate me said, "*crushs name*, Hold Dana's hand!" He did and I blushed. The other girls in the class were all like, "aaawwww~!!! It's love!" My crush said nothing. For the whole game he kept a strong grip on my hand.
#5: It was the last day of school and we went to Boston for a feild trip. We were at the baseball stadium and I was bored out of my mind! We were on a tour. Then I noticed my crush was walking behind me.
We were going up a staircase and the line was moving slowly...my hand was on the railing and I was waiting for the line to move. My crush kept bumping into me. Then his hand slid up the railing and next to mine. Then his hand landed onto mine. I slid it up more and blushed.
Last one.
#6: It was summer time. My mother wanted to stop and get food after my grandmother's funeral. I was in a dress that's hem is just above my knees, it was from Hot Topic but was really cute. My mother dragged me and my sister to a restaurant just to get something to go. Sara and I waited in the car for awhile. Sara started to yell at me so I got out and headed to the enterance....In a dress and heels. Just as I reached for the door handle. It opened and 2 people walked out. My crush was standing there. He said my first and last name in a sexy-ish voice. He had one of his friends with him. His friend did a double take look at me. I said, "Hey..." but before he could say something back, his friend rushed him away for some reason. He. Saw. Me. In. A. DRESS!!!! (very very very very rare.)
Sorry this was so long...I'm just confused.......boys are odd and confusing creatures...exspeically my EX-crush.