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Just cause I knew it'd get his attention.
This entry isn't even about him though. I'm just so angry right now. And slightly frustrated, and really hungry, but I'm not going to eat. Not because I'm on a diet, or not because I'm not hungry. It's weird, but I just don't want to eat. Not feelin' it.
I... am angry. Furious. And making a very difficult decision in my mind. Both sides are warring with each other. I don't know what to do.
I need honest opinions. Does my demeanor really put people off so badly? I've made about six new friends, but they don't know me very well... I've opened up to them though, so maybe it'll help.
I can't do this, though. I can't take this. And she doesn't even see what she does. I can't... I can't. It's gotten to the point where I don't even like talking to her very often because of what she does. And she still claims she didn't see. But she'll constantly slur me in her journal, vent about how horrid I am. How I'm never nice to her. How I treat her like a slave, or a chair. Which isn't a good analogy. I love my chair.
It totally feels like someone just stuck their finger in my ear. Or tickled it. Or something. Weird. Distracting, and weird, but I guess I shouldn't be put off by some of that crap. I should be used to it by now.
*sigh* This has totally just screwed me over. Thanks to the tickle, I can't even remember my train of thought enough to feel sorry for myself.