Okay well I guess I'll tell what the title means. It means I'm slowly recovering from the brink of insanity. Okay how I got the brink..well some people believe I was there already or that I was already insane. SO here's how it all started:
A few weeks ago on a friday night my friend who is on gaia (name will not be given out) where riding in my car to go see the Souix(sp) Girl's Hockey game you know. Well we didn't have the attention span to sit there. There where no consession open or not any good ones. We left and went to TCBY and got Rainbow Cream. Sounding like agood time right well let me tell you on the way back to the game I got a damn tail gatter. The mother ******** pushed through a light when it was yellow and ti changed after I was past the line to red so I sped up to get through. Now I forgot that being hit from behind means you're not a fault. So anyways I get pulled over. 101 ******** dollars. Because of a damn tailgatter. No chance of trying to explain anything to the idiotic cops in my town. And it's always the younger ones too. So we went to park lot and i spased I like freaked like no tomorrow. My friend was spending the night and we had to get her stuff assuming no one found out and didn't kill me. Which no one did.
Well things went well until the coming Tuesday when we got a letter in the mail telling about the damn ticket. I came downstairs to the basement where my room is. First thing out of my mouth "GODAMNM COPS!" My punshiment, grounded for a MONTH. A MONTH! No alloance for five weks either.
There's the small problems I normally have, there's also something else that's been slowly scrapping at my mind tearing my away from my danity or what little I have left. That damn US History is going to drive me insane and the damn teacher barking at you because I can't do the goddamn things I mean I can't do this crap! He words it differntly then how it is in the book so it's hard to find the damn answers and lazy and not going to try and change it!
Today in Creative Writing no one understood the fact of listening to music WITHOUT IT BLARING!!! I swear I was going to shot every last person with music playing. It's just like. "Spliting headache...don't need this...you're all going to die." That's what was going through my head the whole time...
Now a poem:
Standing on the edge of sanity
Staring down into the darkness
Wondering if insanity will cure the pain
Stop me from remmebering what is killing me
Closing my eyes, and takking the leap
Falling into the darkness
It's envelops me
Take me away from cruelity
This lasting pain called reality
Falling deeper into insanity
The peacefull times are here
That pain will never be real
No matter what you do
I'll never come back to you
This is my choice
It's the end
Saying goodbye to the real world
Gone into insanity.
 elegantdemonofpoop · Wed Oct 26, 2005 @ 01:08am · 0 Comments |
