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So this weekend is going to be a fail... no... one of the BIGGEST fails of my life... I fail... and I don't know why she still loves me... I just don't...

I'm the worlds crappiest crap of a boyfriend... she should just dump me... I know she would find a guy that actually deserves her... she is just so... perfect ya know?

and i'm so... not... ya know?

I'm already starting to cry... I can't talk about it.

both of them make me cry... Rebecca saw me cry for the first time yesterday... and it wasn't from a movie... or from being happy... to the contrary... I wish this sort of sadness came from some movie, then I wouldn't be the one to experience it... i'm no movie star...

but here I am crying and blathering on about something I refuse to type lest I break down... and seeing as how i'm about to go to school and see her... I don't think that's such a great idea... nopesors...

oh and ... DESTRUCKTOR!!!!!

lol... sorta... i'll explain later... byebye for nowz...s...z...a...z...s...a.x.w.dfha.dp

ok..

when I eat icecream I sorta hum to myself and I take it off the spoon... my dad says it sounds like I'm moaning... I don't even do it on purpose, It just sorta happens lol.

but yeah byebye Im leaving to school...

s**t... now my eyes hurt... bye