today is January 12, 2009. this makes two years in a row of living in Beautiful HAWAII. i learned alot and made some really good friends and some interesting mistakes along the way. so much to learn and do everyday. i love the drama, it helps us to shape and mold our lives and makes us stronger if we keep looking at the positive side. on a good note, i have a new job training to be a line cook at iHOP making pancakes and whatnot. on a bad note, my ex girlfriend living off-island emailed meeh and said its finally over between her and i. she gave meeh a really good chance and i blew that in no time at all cuz of my selfishness and stuff. so, bittersweet i guess how it all turned out ya? wow. we'll sea how my new job with meeh goes cuz its pretty intimidating learning how to cook so much stuff and all that. i wonder what this year will bring if i just give it all to JAH. i should though. thankyou for reading this any of you who is. Jah bless you and stay irie, listen to Reggae and be loving in all that you do!
sincerely, Da'Fonz.
Belau bodyboarder*
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i need a job. tree months not working. im having fun but im not making any income at all. tree months having no rent money. i wonder how long will all dis last before i get kicked out, possibly sent home. well i have no money to go anywhere. i wonder why no one here is not hiring?? i don't get it! i should be working right now. is it cuz da gas is so low or whatever dis precussion thingy going? why are they keeping their staff and not hiring anymore? i been looking all over. people say that a good one will come up soon! where? when? how?? nothing happened! im tired of looking around but i have no choice. im not really happy knowing i have no money, or barely. dis sucks. and dis, is my first journal folks.