once i though people could be nice
once i though its not possible to be a bully to anyone....im so dumb aren`t i?
for once im not so dumb
i dreamed this wouldn`t ever happen
you were my friend
someone i trusted
for once i felt as if you were my best friend..... but you did something i can`t ever forget
i run my fingers threw my hair
wishing for once you weren`t there
thinking on how much this all hurts
but its time i tell you
your just a jerk
you kid around way to much
everytime we hug, with every small touch....it hurts me way to much
its not hurting i feel for myself its the pain of someone else
the one you make fun
he feels the pain
that seems to make you gain
you don`t even care
you make fun cuz hes there
i watch you and glare
but you still don`t care
i wish you would
your hurting him way to much
your laughing at him....not with him
you never include him
just cast him aside
like trash
i don`t want to wait till he explodes...because in the end your hurt
i don`t want to watch to friends kill each other
will you listen to me for once
why should i care you would learn your lesson
but what if ...no i don`t want to think that way
i want to think of smiling faces
happy moments and happy faces all happening
in happy places
but i know in this world
that i am an odd girl
so this is all fantasy
nothing but a happy dream
sadly this is all nothing but wishes
of sweet dreams and lovely kisses
well at least that is for now
while you stand here in front of me
and i look towards the ground
to think of words to cross my lips
maybe so you will turn around
i want it all to stop
what you do to him is wrong he doesn`t desire this pain he feels
and you yell were do i get off
why am i on such a high horse
and of course i feel such a gut wrenching pain
who the hell do you think i am
some saint?
no i'm just a girl...who doesn`t want to keep having that one same dream
that seems to want to tell me something
but all i remember is......BANG
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i wish i knew
so i could explain
slowly it starts to rain
and suddenly drops come from my eyes
the uneasy feeling i felt for a while is finally showing up
i don`t understand why does one image come to mind
i'm glad i can only see your back
i couldn`t stand you seeing me cry this way
without a way to explain
without a way to answer with a yes
so ill stand here and cry
as it rains, and the though comes over and over again
but what is it? why?
but then the dream answers my question the one though i dare not think
and this thought should be plain to anyone with a brain
and it all ends with a.......BANG
XxThe-Nightmare-of-LovexX Community Member 
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