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After my tragic loss of my dearest mother I soon begen making my own answers, my own explanations to the big questions in life, the universe, everything (reference to Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy by Douglas Adams). Eventually my belief in christianity became seemingly obsolete in the spiritual sense. I do approve of christian morality toards our fellow man, but i simply refuse to accept their spiritual views of God, the afterlife, etc.
Eventually this led to the creation of the first philosophies of my own theological system that i have so named "Libranism", based upon the chief principle of balance, or control of ones self, and the astrological symbol "Libra" which is a pair of scales. Ironically happens to be my sign, this was either irrelevant to my date of birth or is not a coincedence. And in life there is either irrelevance or purposeful, there are no coincedents.
This occurred in around the month of May. But during that time as i went to school, i also went to an anime club at my school. At the end of the school year, my club talked about miking a guild so we could all talk together over the summer, which did not happen as of now, on a website called "gaia online". I was entrigged and joined the site and quickly fell in love with it. But little did i know that that wouldnt be the only thing i would become infactuated with.
On June 20th of this year, i was putting together a puzzle on gaia but decided to do it in an almost full room that way i could spark a conversation. I started talking with this group and was having fun. Then an avatar joined the room, her name was orgasmic chicken nuggets. And as she joined in on the conversation, the very first thing i said to her was "hey. wanna hear a story?" she said sure. "ok here it goes...the end XD". from that silly gesture we soon grew attatched and over the next few months, fell in love. we called and texted each other and yes were afraid and nervous, even somewhat cautious in case this fantasy of a love story were not as it seems, but it was. and it is.
She and i share our dreams, our wishes, our passions, our happiness, our pain, everything. and we still do. This has been my life thus far. and i intend on continuing on living it.