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I'm only sixteen than you and I have never thought of suicide. If your thinking of suicide, please read this. If your not, copy it and send it to someone you know is. It may help someone.

First of all: Some say life is a game, sometimes you get dealt a bad set of cards, or roll a wrong number on the dice. When the game ends, so does your life. Racing to get to the end is never a good idea. I have learned from family issues that suicide only hurts other. Because by the time you've done it, you wont feel anything. All you'll do is pass the hurt onto everyone who has ever liked, loved, or cared for you. Now if these people people have helped you in some things, is that fair to them?

Second of all: Is killing yourself an easy way to commit murder? Sure, no one goes to jail this way. But it makes it so you can't turn around your life. Maybe this set of cards can be used to advance your next hand into a better position. Maybe a much more optimistic position. Some place where you can be loved and cared for, without feeling hurt or shunted.

Now I want to tell you some ways to get out of this dark shroud:

1. See a psychiatrist. I know that it may feel wierd, but your friends wont even have to know, if you just tell them it is something you just have to do after school. Did you know about half the students in my school alone talk to one? Its actually a pretty normal thing.

2. I know this might sound wierd to some people, but try seeking God. The Lord loves all who want him, and care for him as well as other. Christ died to take away your sins. Please don't get rid of this blessing by ending it. Its not healthy in the least!

3. Tell someone, and talk it out. Hell, I would be okay if you talked to me about it and I helped you through this issue. I'm not pretending to be someone who understands these feelings. I'm just someone who doesn't want it to happen. So if you need help with this: Send me a private Message.

Send this to someone else you know who wants to commit suicide. I want to help everyone with this issue. Its the least I can do for everyone who God has watched over.

~Sincerely
Taylorthegreat