they say its ok to call people names they are nothing more then names.
so what do you do call someone a name.
they say if someone hurts you its ok to hurt them back.
so what do you do hurt them back.
they say drinking is just another way to be socialy cool,
so naturaly you would say yes in the sake of being looked at in nothing more to be accpeted.
but what will you do when everything starts to slip.
when all seems truely lost,all the eyes that were watching you now pointing at you and laughing.
because you`ve made the biggest mistake, the light of hope and future you had is darker now. you`ve got to fight harder but the pressure isn`t letting up.
you feel so messed up til you just can`t take it anymore so you slam your door your only way out and others only way in to help to save to try and cure you only do this because you`re so inscure so you drink more.
you repeat "ill stop soon" but never do.
your drinking starts to get harder you start to think your not in control.
your right
they say most people don`t live to regret some mistakes
because the mistake takes the place of regret
it controls you so much there i no room for regret...i wonder is that peaceful
yet i know that can`t be true why
because you regret everytime you pick it up to take that drink
because you feel so weak
but if it wasn`t for friends you wouldn`t do it right
wrong you do it its your mistake
but now its to late
you can`t own up to the problems you create now there`s nothing leaft nothing to hold on to
so you chug and chug and chug but why arn`t the problems going away?
and new problems are blooming in the old ones place
so you go harder drink more push and push until.....thats it
poof all the problems are gone
only your feeling sick
and something in your throat starts to stick
you hack and coffe yet its not working its stuck in there jerking you off the rest of your life.
is this how you are gonna die not even old enough to drive.
everyones watching you feel it.
your realing in pain that you though you wouldn`t feel
they say alcohol kills.
you start to think maybe thats true this is were it ends before it truely began
you lay still and painless in your room.
they say if your strong you would drink once and can walk away
but you know what to hell with what they say!
XxThe-Nightmare-of-LovexX Community Member 
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