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Every second of every day goes by too fast...I want to see him. I want to go back...but can't. And now I am feeling like I never want to go back.. I miss my old life. I miss it so much! ...I'm mad..I'M SO MAD!!!! ...........why....why???? WHY? WHY? WHY???? The pain is leaving..I want to remember...I can't forget! I don't want to forget them!! Please no.... not my friends.. they seem so distant now...... BUT WHO NEEDS THEM!? ..........................I do. But they don't care. They broke my heart. & I want to break theirs......... but I could never do that. They don't care, they never have. I was just a nobody & I never knew it....... Why am I so so so so so stupid!?!?!? I'm so confused...........