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I feel kinda sick, it's either 'cause of the crying and fear, or I'm just hungry, but, I don't want to eat 'cause I'm a little scared of my dad right now. He's mad 'cause I didn't eat right when dinner was ready because I was doing my homework. But of course, he's drunk, and so is my mom. I'll wait until they go to bed. I still have homework to do. I also have to study for a test. They don't even care that I'm crying anymore. They just keep on making me fell worthless and stupid, not that I don't already feel like that on my own. I try to keep my cool around them and try not to yell back, but lately, I've been having a hard time. It's either that I'm just to scared to stand up to them, or I'm smart to not take them on when they're like this.