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The family will be spending the day in the graveyard. No Halloweens! Nice!
Maybe the last time l did trick or treat was when I was 10 years old(currently 15) at a building where our dance studio was. Wahh, miss it! With a bunch of candies in my baskets! heart

Anyway, yah, were in the graves, visiting our "resting" love ones. Our first stop was in my grandmother's grave. I wasn't too close with grandma, I think she doesn't want me.. Because based on my own observations when she was still alive, she has this thing called "favoritism" and I don't know why such thing as this exists! Among her children, she has her favorite sibling, then the siblings of her favorite sibling would be her favorite grandchildren!(I hope you get what I mean..) How unfair was that!? And that's why I didn't have the chance to get close to her. (Sorry grandma, if you happen to see this)

Then, we headed next to my brother's graveyard. He died when he was born, my mom was stressed at that time and she didn't knew that she was pregnant. I wish he was alive, so that I'll have a brother that would be at same department as mine(highschool). Because my other brothers were 5-9 years older than me.. So sometimes, I feel like I'm an outcast, always out of their world.

So emo this halloween/all saints day huh?