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I got the internship in Minnesota!!!!! YAY!!! I am ecstatic!!

However, this leads to many difficult times to come. My internship will start in April. Beyond that, I don't know where life will lead, or what part of the country I will be in. I know, although he did a celebration dinner for me, that my boyfriend is torn about me going for my internship. I am too. I do love it here. I love the mountains, I love my apartment, I like being close to my boyfriend and friends.

The last long distance relationship I was in, the distance was 3 hours and I didn't do a very good job with that. Now I am going to be 17 and a half hours away, possibly more. He will be done w/ grad. school then and it is a little up in the air where even he will be.

The internship is what I want, the internship director is amazing...I just don't know how I like being so far away from what I know. I don't like big changes all that much, I can deal with little changes, but this is a huge one. Hopefully all will go well. I am excited and scared all at the same time.