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Busy busy so very very busy busy.
*shuffles papers*
Ahem uhm yes..
Quite
Uh
Things have come up and I am finding it more and more difficult to do things
What with an essay being due every two weeks...

Wait quick rant about that
ARRRGH I HATE DOING THESE ESSAYS
I mean as of last year I've come to love writing essays a little..
But these essays have no structure! I mean, we're too free!
Teacher: So you pick a topic and..
Me: *raises hand* Any topic?
Teacher: Yes, anything you think you can do.
Me: .... Seriously?
Teacher: Yes, any event, any situation, any object, anything.
Me: .... There's nothing specific you're looking for? Honest?

She got slightly annoyed with me
BUT I CAN'T HELP IT
I'M BAD with picking a topic out of thin air that isn't either totally cliche or exhaustingly typical of me. I mean, I can't do that and turn it in for a GRADE.
Even a vague concept like "choose from current events" would work ;~;
I neeeeed some rules. Some restrictions. ANYTHING...

(lol oh how this proves I'm a Green-type person)

Uh yeah but I still got the second-highest grade on our Narrative essays
DON'T ASK ME HOW.. every page was filled with circled commas and apostrophes
I would have checked more closely but IT WAS SEVEN PAGES LONG LOL I'm just spellchecking that fraggle rock

Anyway I HAVEN'T HAD TIME TO DO ANYTHING BEYOND HOMEWORK and pen sketchings
Because one always has time for pen sketchings looool
Just not finishing them too.

It might have been all the half-assed s**t thats going on, I don't know, but it might have been that DAMNED LITTLE BRAT WALKING PAST ME AROUND SCHOOL HOW DARE HE I'LL BREAK HIS FACE NEXT TIME I SEE HIM. People are randomly calling me names over the fact that I don't know, I guess because I'm DIFFERENT.
Anyway, point is, lately things again have been crashing in frantically. Hopefully things get better.