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well, it's very much time to give up. zach doesn't like me anymore, and i'm doubting he ever will again. he wouldn't even let me wear his jacket today. i wasn't extreamly sad about the breaking up, because i thought i could fix it, and i always get my way. but now i'm having serious doubts. i really want to be optimistic about this, but that's kinda hard. he was just so perfect.. but.. alex.. i miss him still, and i can come into contact with him if i try hard enough..