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Oh gosh it hurts...

It makes me numb but it hurts!

My head.. it spins..
My whole body aches, yet I feel numb

I feel like dying for this..
And I cannot believe who is doing this to me..

Still, that person forces me to take it
If I dont....bad things happen..

Its too complicated..

I cant bring myself to move..
Its gets the person pleased..
I can hardly breathe...
The person is so happy its scary..

Darn it... again, I had to take it..
Not my choice...

You should have seen the way the peson was watching me..just to make sure..
No being fake that time...
Or the next time...and I guess ever..

Dont know if I can take it...