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That is, I'm referring to how often I post in my journal nowadays.
My computer's been stupid so I haven't been on as much, not only that but for the last month I actually almost got a real life, lol.

Oh! I have somehow found my motivation in life now, though. Y'know how there's that sarcastic saying, "Life: nobody gets out alive"? It may be sarcastic but somehow "true". I wanna prove it wrong.

I also want to be a Moogle. Some things just aren't meant to be.

Haha, I learned that the hard way the other day...
But anyway.

Hm. Life is confusing, nye? I've never really been this much of an "extrovert", if you can even call it that. Funny how seeing people again you haven't seen for six years and making friends with them can do that to a person.

Haha, funny random story to go with that. I had a "rival" in elementary named Nick. I always tried to outdo him, to be smarter than him, but he was always better than me. Always.
So I know this girl Katie from third grade, and I haven't seen her up until tenth grade... She was once my friend, and we got stuck in a project together so we started talking again. Anyway, she started reminiscing from elementary and said how she was a bad kid and always liked to copy off of spelling tests, lol. Apparently, she liked to copy off of mine and Nick's. And when she said that, she pointed to this guy who I've recently made "friends" with from Quiz Bowl and class and whatnot, and his name's Nick. And then I realized, holy crap, that's the guy who I hated the most in elementary.

Funny how things work out sometimes, right? My life is seriously epic. At least, moreso than it's ever been.
Haha, I made friends with my kiddish rival. Ain't that great? I thought it was so hilarious when I realized it.

So that makes six people that I know from elementary and haven't seen in so long. Rebecca (old best friend that I really wanna meet up with), Jeff (who apparently remembers me because he used to live down the street from me... sadly, I don't remember him... awh), Katie (friend?), David (okay, so he hated me and I actually haven't seen him yet, big deal), Kevin (he hated me too and refuses to talk to me... apparently he remembers me), and Nick (lol, rival).
WOW.

Had to cheer myself up for the day, I've been having problems doing that lately...
My good friend's apparently been babysitting a lot, another of my friends is constantly not around and he probably doesn't wanna talk to me much seeing as he's the spawn of popularity, I don't see my other friends except in school, and my family is annoying as always.
Three months and that changes, I'm SOOO happy~!

Meh. For the most part.
Haha, what a hypocrite I am. I get told so often now.
Not that I think it's a bad thing, necessarily. Being hypocitical is fine as long as you're not one of those types who says "Don't do this and that" while you're out doing it. I just tell people to be happy all the time, hah.

Hm. Met a new person. Well, a bunch of them... apparently when you join Quiz Bowl you either make friends or drop the team. I chose to stay on the team. There's this guy, Neil, who bugs me. Constantly. Always wants me to be HAPPEH~
...Yeah, no.

Maybe this is the reason that I get along with so many emo people... similar dis-interests?

OOH I've been drawing a lot lately. (I've been called emo because of that, dunno how that's a connection but that's what brought it to mind).
Awh. I can't get my entry in to IchimaruGin's contest now because I can't get a scanner. And it's due by Halloween. Frick.

I suppose I should be more worried about my commissions and art trades. I have a trade all the way back from MAY that I haven't been able to scan yet. My sister needs to stop talking me out of buying myself a scanner, for gods' sake.
I'm glad that people in this world have a heckuva lot more patience than me (I have zero to none), but I still feel guilty having to make people wait on me.

Eh. I've been feeling guilty a lot lately. Nothin' new I suppose.

Hm. I should be in bed now. Stoopehd school. Well, g'night.. Don't let the Moogles bite, kupo.