Well today was interesting. I was at my dad's and I didn't want to go to church. Everyone in my dad's ward hates me, no exaggeration. I don't know why, but they just know that I'm different, and they remind me that I don't fit in with them constantly. But whatever. So I decided to ditch today. So after sacrament, I went outside and texted and tried to write and read the scriptures. Then I decided to go for a walk. So I walked around the perimeter of the church parking lot. I swear, I wanted to rip up all of those "Yes on 8" "Protect Marriage" signs. They were driving me crazy! I saw this one sign where it was like, "Straight people don't have a say in gay marriage. Sorry!" and I wanted to write things like "Hellz yeah!" and "Do it Skittle Style! No to Prop 8" all over it! But I didn't in fear of getting caught for graffiti. lolz. XD
As I was walking to hang out around the building, I saw CJ and my dad walking out towards me. I slowed down and tried to remain inconspicuous. Luckily it worked, and I was able to sneak back in. I got seen by sooo many people when I got in though, so I hid in the bathroom for the rest of the time. Damn, who ever knew toilets could be so uncomfortable? lol.
I finally made it back home. Though the unanswered question never escaped my mind of why my dad and brother had been walking away from the building and what they had been talking about. But I was just grateful I hadn't been caught. It had been a close call. I wrote a bit for one of my stories, Spaversa and Chaunarell being the current name, which Jordan was unwilling to help with. I just feel like ever since I'd gotten text, she's been pushing me away more. We're tight IRL (that means 'In Real Life' right?) but when it comes to text she's so ******** cold, its annoying and hurtful. =(
Anywho, so I ate lunch, wrote a bit more, and then came home. I have homework to do at five in the morning, oh and laundry. Damned homework and laundry, can't do itself. Grumble grumble. lol.
Well, I have a quiz tomorrow in band. I'm nervous since I still suck at french horn, but I'll try my best. =) Wish me luck. And have a good night. wink
As I was walking to hang out around the building, I saw CJ and my dad walking out towards me. I slowed down and tried to remain inconspicuous. Luckily it worked, and I was able to sneak back in. I got seen by sooo many people when I got in though, so I hid in the bathroom for the rest of the time. Damn, who ever knew toilets could be so uncomfortable? lol.
I finally made it back home. Though the unanswered question never escaped my mind of why my dad and brother had been walking away from the building and what they had been talking about. But I was just grateful I hadn't been caught. It had been a close call. I wrote a bit for one of my stories, Spaversa and Chaunarell being the current name, which Jordan was unwilling to help with. I just feel like ever since I'd gotten text, she's been pushing me away more. We're tight IRL (that means 'In Real Life' right?) but when it comes to text she's so ******** cold, its annoying and hurtful. =(
Anywho, so I ate lunch, wrote a bit more, and then came home. I have homework to do at five in the morning, oh and laundry. Damned homework and laundry, can't do itself. Grumble grumble. lol.
Well, I have a quiz tomorrow in band. I'm nervous since I still suck at french horn, but I'll try my best. =) Wish me luck. And have a good night. wink
-havishanta
