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"Im slippin...
away...
In every...
way...
I kept...
awake..
Im slippin..
away....
I'm trying to make it,
through each day,
Im fallin apart now,
in every way,
Im findin it harder,
to get by,
theres a hole in my heart and,
I dont know why,
Now Ive come to realize...
Im slippin....
.....away......"
The tears formed in the corners of her eyes as she sang the sad sad song to herself in misery and lonliness..Pure lonliness.. She sat alone remembering each event in her life go by. She saw Itachi and the others...Where was she? She was lying on the ground in a pool of her own blood in the middle of a feild where Sasori, Hidan, Kuzu, Dei, Pein, Konan, Kisame, Zetsu, and Itachi fought against the others in a long painful battle that lasted many days and nights. She could see the tears in Itachis eyes from his anger and misery of her own...proud death. Why did she feel so lonly though? How was it possible to feel lonly when youve died and known your beloved still loves you very much? She asked herself these questions as her silver-gray spirit sat on the highest rock and towered over them in misery and pain from watching her loved one. Was there nothing she could do? She sat there trying to be strong but instead pulled her knees to her chest and cried. As she cried she felt some one watching her as the rain fell from the sky. A gentle hand fell on her shoulder and a soft musical voice blocked out all possible sounds in the world. A voice so sweet she knew it immediatly but knew it couldnt be real..Itachi couldnt be dead already could he? She shook her head in disbeleif as she looked up, and the tears fell even more as she saw him standing before her..How could it end so quickly? It wasnt possible!
The silver tears streaming like a new born river in the spring down her face, Her eyes closed tightly, her teeth barred, and she shook her head in complete disbelief. Until the musical voice stopped, the gentle touch envoloping her in what seemed to be a hug of comfort, the tears ran down her face faster than ever before. How was it that he didnt live longer? Why did they have to die? Why did they have to lie in a pool of their own blood side by side? It was to sad for her, her rock heart cracked and broke into thousands of small pebbles lost in a forest. She felt alone. She didnt know what was real and what was fake.
The gentle hug grew tighter as a hand went through her hair, warmth from him envoloped her in love fixing her stone heart, and what seemed to be warm drops of water fell on her back. Tears. She knew it was true now and she wrapped her arms around him tightly and burried her face in his shoulder.
"Why Itachi-kun? Why did we have to die? Why did it end this way?"
"Like all things Oshi-chan... The roses petals fall and eventually the bloom dies but never the stem....the sakuras fly off into the distance with the wind as the tree stands alone and bare..Once born all things must come to an end..We..We Oshi-chan..Have hit our limit. It was our time to fly into the wind and leave the sakura tree bare or wilt away and leave the stem standing. Our bodies may die but our soul will never perish."
She sat up with a start and coverd her mouth before she could scream as tears ran down her face and she began to cry.
"I wish-th-that will ne-never happen! I dont w-want to die! Never!"
Her crying was interrupted by a gentle hand through her hair and she realized Itachi was lying down above the covers next to her. She immediatly stopped crying and turned around and hugged him tight.
"You were dreaming Oshi-chan...It's ok..I will never leave you.."