So yeah. The second full week of school has past, and my math teacher already called home saying I haven't been doing my homework. Maybe if I could see the board, I would know what the homework is about. And that traces back to my mom saying She'll get me glasses and hasn't taken me to get my eyes examed yet. Procrastinater.
I can't talk to my mom without fighting with her. It's the dumbest s**t too. These are the times when I hate my brother, since he's gotta car and license, and can just leave and drive off when she's yelling at him.
But loh! I have been interviewed to be on stage crew. And I might be doing set construction,(building scenery,) where they stay after school until 9 sometimes. So atleast I can get out of the house more. My mom says "You shouldn't be behind the stage, you should be on the stage." Psh. She just wants me to be some over achiever uptight preppy ******** to tell all her friends and brag. Me being a fake plastic attention whore is nothing to be proud of.
That guy I've known for like.. years online.. yeah, there's no spark. Nothing. I tried.. but it all comes down to he lives across the effin country.
This other guy I know... hehe his name is Dave. I've known him for a couple of years.. and honestly, I've always liked him. Only lately have we actually been talking, and he's such a sweetheart. He doesn't look it, and he doesn't like a lot of people. But I'm one of the few he'll talk to. But I have no chance with him. He'd never like me. Meh.
It'd be nice to just have a relationship where things weren't complicated or so damn intense. Just something sweet and carefree. Where we talk like friends, but have a little bit more. Also, they have enough decency to not cheat on me. That's all I ask really. Don't lie to me and don't cheat on me. Too bad that's too much to ask from a human being.
Oh, and for good measure, I'll throw a pic of me in here.
Your average teenage crackwhore. -Schizoid
Refined Corruption · Sat Sep 24, 2005 @ 03:51pm · 1 Comments |