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what i wish

i was warned not to love you
by everyone i know
and now that i have not listened
i can not hear them tell me to stop.
i am stuck in a hurricane
the wind tosses me around
like a rose petal at a weddding
yet it is nothing
compared to the storm in your eyes.
a dark cloud surrounds you
shades of black
so colorful
and yet so invisible
when you come near me
my heart is stabbed
a knife driven into its depths
and you steal the blood
that flows from the wound
but not to heal yourself
to heal her
to save her
the unloving,
the ungrateful
that child, that kitten
so easily swayed from angels
your broken wings can not help
she is gone,
her love is gone
and you still cry
after all this time
and i have no tears left
to cry with you
but i wish i could.