im so hating my this place stare
i dont know i just dont find myself in SC
i think i made the wrong decision coming here
i had all the wrong reasons to come here and
now im paying for it i dont know if maybe i will
get used to living here
i hope so ... i dont want to later regret regretting .. if that makes
sense ... i dont really care if it doesnt
right now i just need to find some way to figure out
what the hell is going on in my mind and
how not to feel like just packing up and heading back
to S. Cal.
i hope im not the only one feeling like this i hope there are
other people out there that are feeling this too
not that i wish upon others ... i just want to know
how they are dealing with it ... if possible
i miss all of my friends
the parties
the going out and just chilling
my hometown
and everything that is not here ...
which makes it a lot of things
this place in like no woman's' land ...!!!
im going to go be emo now lol
loves you all
your nikki forever
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