There were four of us in the final battle. But in the end, one turned against us. We never won against the Soul Eater, I'm sure somone else will take care of him. Gretchen wasn't around, probably fled with her sire. Not that I blame her, I... I can't. Charlotte had gotten me enough times with the tie. Though this time, even she couldn't save me. I don't know why people say dyeing is painless. Feeling a stake drivven through your back and through your heart just hurts. That and seeing the look on Adam's face... I don't know which was worse.
Floating in the Blue world was nothing like anyone could have described in words. But the closest thing could have been walking through water. You feel so heavy, but the relaxing sensation it has lulls you into some form of an endless sleep. Like if you were able to watch yourself become drunk, you can see the common sence slip away slowly as well as names and faces from your mind. Nothing is important anymore. All that matters is your own peace of mind.
I had no name. I didn't even remember what I looked or acted like. But I could hear something... I wasn't sure what it was at the time. But slowly a fuzzy image formed in my head. The voice...that's what it was... got a little bit louder. Soon enough, the face returned.
They said that everything dissapears once you got into the blue world. But why then... why could I only think of you, Adam.
(This version has been shortened because gaia ate my last entry and I hate them.)
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