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I'm like really really really mad at my self at the moment.
Like gawd you have no idea, if I could be someone else at the moment I would find me and beat the s**t out of my self. Seriously. Grow up. Move on. Forget. Do as you say "Go with the flow". Stop turning around. Psycho. b***h move! I wished I didn't care about anything. Like ******** everything. ******** me, ******** you and you too. Leave me alone. I hate you. Your an idiot. I sometimes wish I was hit on the head so hard that it caused me to forget. Aka amnesia. You bug the living s**t out of me. You don't have to do anything. You just do. Just by seeing you its enough. And every ******** day I see you! Gawd. Get a new look. Your so boring. Live a little. Express your self. Not just by music. By clothes. By words. By actions. Become dangerous. Be bad. So bad that I'll be proud. Don't go crazy. Relax. Talk. Talk some more. Listen. Carefully. Carefully listen to each word you hear. Explain in detail. Learn to love. Again. And again. Learn to forgive and forget. Nothing can be done if you keep looking back. The passed should be left behind. You can't move forward with those thoughts. Make something out of your self. Stop making excuses. Talk right. Be strong. Stop worrying so much. Believe in your self. Grow. Breath deeply. And move on.

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