i didn't think i had went far.... went from teh exit.. 126 to up to around.. 152.. i had only gone to my old neighborhood.. it didn't take me long to get there.. i had dj drop me off... at there and i just walked around.. surprisingly Rain found me..yelled at me for about.. eh i dunno.. an hour on the way back home it seemed.. almost crashed the car a million times looking over at me tryin to make me talk and s**t.. but yeah.. i'm home. found my knife and my gun.. no i don't plan on using them.. i'm just going to..i dunno think..hold them in my hands and think about stuff..i'm not stupid.. i'm not gong to kill myself.. but i'm not really going to talk to anyone either... it won't do me any good... Friend IRL just hating.. threating me.. hittin.. FRiend Online bitchin startin s**t.. messin me up.. in my family things just gettin out of hand.. it's crazy.. too much for me right now..I kinda wish Rain hadn't found me..
SSJMoney · Sun Sep 04, 2005 @ 03:42am · 0 Comments |