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Summer is SO boring. Especially for us people who live near no one and absolutely nothing. Being in a bigger city is very different for me. I came from a small city where I could bike to just about anywhere and I lived near 3/4 of my friends. I remember how we used to bike to Walmart and we'd buy pop and stay up all night talking, playing GBC and drawing. Because I only just recently got a TV in my room.

I've had so many great times. I wish I could relive them over and over again. And then there are the worst times of my life of which I've only had 3 here. I don't want to go into great detail, but I'll go as far as to say I was bi for about a year of my life and I would like to leave it in my past, but it just won't leave me alone. I have done stuff with my cousin, which is something you're not supposed to do. And you know what? While I was doing that I was ******** cheating on my girlfriend Michelle...I swore to myself that I would never cheat on a girlfriend and what do I go and do with practically my first girlfriend?! I CHEAT ON HER!!!! These are the things that have really been bugging me lately. And I've noticed that I get about 2 people looking in my journal for each....so I figure not many people are going to read this. And for the people that do read this and know me for real, don't think of me any differently for what my past has been like.