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Why do you love me?
Why do I love you?

I'm falling again,
The bottom is near:
A river full of tears.

I grow my wings,
And try to fly.
Without anyone,
My wings are broken.
It's no use...

What's going on?
Why am I doing this?

I'm drowning again.

Still stuck in October...
Forever shall time never pass...

I miss you.
Why do I miss you?
I need you.
Why do I need you?
I love you.
Why do I love you?

I should not have jumped off the edge...

What's happening to me?
Why is this going on?
Am I lost?
Are you lost?
Why do I feel this way?

Do you feel me crying in your arms?
Do you hear me screaming for you?

I am drowning in my river of tears.