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James.

Is.

Coming.

HERE.


Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god.

He told me yesterday and I'm STILL spazzing out!!!

Finally...after talking for over three years, getting to know him well, helping him move past his depression, falling in love, talking online and on the phone almost daily...we'll finally be able to see each other face-to-face and actually hold each other.

I am just so excited. I'm squeeing. For everything I do now, I daydream about him being with me. For instance, right now I'm daydreaming about him sitting in this chair, me sitting in his lap with his arms around me...I was walking to the bank earlier and I pictured him walking there with me. When I was in the car, I thought about him sitting next to me and the two of us holding hands. I watched RENT and other random things on TV and all I could think about was him sitting on the couch next to me.

Everything is falling in place. We're both so excited and less nervous and stressed out over this now that he finally has his ticket and is just going to save some extra money for miscellaneous things here.

He's going to be here for Homecoming. And even though neither of us can dance very well (we get to hang out in the loser corner and pretend to dance with all of my other friends who can't dance! biggrin xd ) and there's usually only a few good songs during the few hours, but he'll still be there with me and we'll both be dressed up and I get to see him in a suit. heart I love it when he's in a suit. He's so handsome. heart

I thought he was going to be here on Nov. 2, but then I totally forgot about time zones. He leaves on Nov. 1, a Saturday, so I assumed that since it takes about a day, he'd be here on the 2nd. However, I forgot that they're 16 hours ahead. So, he should be here on Nov. 1. whee Whoo!

SO EXCITED OH MY GOOODDDDDDDDDDD!!!1111!!11!!!1!ELEVENTYONE!!!1

I keep telling him that he doesn't need to bring hundreds of dollars with him, but he insists that he's going to spoil me and buy me stuff at the mall and pay for dinner. I tell him to stop being such a gentlemen, but I'm secretly very happy that he's going to spend so much money on me. redface That plane ticket wasn't cheap!

I've also got more than enough for a ticket over there. Now I'm saving up extra for in case things don't work out and I need to come back and for food and rent and stuff like that. It wouldn't hurt to have extra cash there.

I can't wait for him to be here! whee If only November could get here quicker!!

As of today (July 3), we have 121 days to go, not counting today.

It seems like a lot, but seriously--we've already waited 3 years. Hopefully the days go by quickly!