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A horror is fear
But a Terror is a fear's fear
I'm Horror
Last night was terror
I'm in cold sweats
Smoking cigarettes
To calm my nerves
I have to get what was long deserve
I lost her
Happy? NO SIR!
Lonely in a dark room
Waiting for my life to end in a big boom
The only cure is a cig, new love, or a nice shroom
I long for the feeling of being her groom
I'm as dead inside then I look outside
Greatly loved thoughts of comforting suicide

She doesn't want me she wants him
She doesn't want me she wants him
They don't want me they want him
She doesn't want me she wants to be like them

A hatred for a name
Starts with double arches and ends with blame
My love I give and she has drained
To live now is to live with nothing gained
I lost everything
She was everything
Why am I stupid
Why, Cupid!
I'm so ugly, I'm so alone
Noone wants me, not even my clone!
I sit humming a silent dead drone
Till I become a dead crone

She doesn't want me, She wants him
She doesn't want me she wants him
They don't want me they want him
She doesn't want me she wants to be like them.

She lied and said he was a friend
Hurting me is like some kinda trend
This fiend's bones won't mend
My heart is forever distorted and at it's last bend
Fromm hell I descend
To earth I go
To be hurt and rejected is my subconcious goal
I hate him
I hate all of them
They took her and her and her away!
f**k you
Hate you
Death to you
Death to me
Kill me!
Why God
Why curse with this unlucky mod
Astro turtles and I
We all have to die
The diamond in the sky
The one who isn't shy
The angel above
They push and shove
They told me to die
They told me to die
The snake in the blue burning bush
To death's voice he shush
He said live and thrive
He fed my fiend drive
To end my life to destroy evil
or to live and be evil
NoW that she left I want both!
There is no good enless we are together
I want to die though 'cause she stoled my heart and leather
Then broke it.
broke it

She doesn't want me she wants him
She doesn't want me she wants him
They don't want me they want them
She doesn't want me
She doesn't want me
She wants to be like them!
Like them!
She doesn't want me she wants to be like them.


"It's all good though. You never loved me. But It's good. I'll just finish what you started and kill my outside so it matches my inside. Don't cry. My blood IS in YOUR hands. But don't cry. BYE!"