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Dam i rly dont kno wat to write about but um i guess ill say i hav mad cool friends and that im blessed with a wonderful family but sometimes even knowing that ur life is goin pretty well still doesnt help the fact that i feel like this. mayb its just that im worrying too much about other people or mayb its the fact that im tryin to help people and i dont think im doin a good job doin it. Sometomes i worry bout the stuff around me more than the stuff that i shud b focusing on. like people dying people gettin killed and people just bein an a**. i kno i shudnt care and i kno i shudnt worry but i wana kno wat is "normal" doesnt everyone hav there own personal opinions? doesnt everyone hav theyre own style or way of doing things? Doesnt everyone hav a religion theyre proud of bein part of? then y do we discriminate y do we "judge the book by its cover"?

im sry i got carried away but if u understand wat im tryin to say please send me your thoughts cuz this is a question i rly want answered.






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Lol Faerie
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commentCommented on: Wed Jun 18, 2008 @ 01:56am
...I understand totally. o-o Like, I've got amizing friends&&family, but sometimes, it's hard to see that. >_> Like when I'm sad or depressed, I feel utterly alone. Even when people are saying, "What's wrong? D:" and I'm saying "Nothing ._.", I still feel like there's no one out there that really cares.
because because because, there are things you know and things you feel. There's a difference. Sometimes, even though you know you're not alone, you still feel like you are...
Does that make sense to you like it does to me? xD

And I think it's good you worry and care for other peopple :] Better that than to be utterly selfish. But even if you try to help for your own selfish reasons, even if it's to make you feel better about yourself, at least you're helping someone else in the process. >_> Even if it's more for you than for them, or even if it's the opposite, someone else is still bettered for your efforts. o-o And a small thing, a small gesture, sometimes it can make a world of difference, you know? >_>
I mean, I mean, a simple smile, a hug, a compliment, it could be what comes between a person's choice to live or to take their own life. o-o

....I think that was totally unrelated to what you were saying, though, so let me try and get back on track.

I don't think there's such a thing as normal. Because we're all different, you know? There's no one exactly like another person. We're unique little snowflakes, damnit. So it's pointless to try and conform, it's pointless to try and be a non-conformist, and it's pointless to judge. We should all be ourselves, and if we can't get along with someone, avoid them and hang out with the people that make us smile. >_> Like, I'm so sick of the girls who pretend like they're your friend until you leave, when they'll immediatly start talking s**t about you. Like, why do they even bother? I know that if *I* didn't like someone, I just wouldn't talk to them. >_> Lying and pretending is too much work, and it's so, so pointless.

Why do people even like hurting others? What do they get from it?It doesn't make them any better. Calling someone ugly doesn't make you prettier, calling somone stupid doesn't make you smarter. People don't see that, though, and they try to bring people down anyway they can, just so they can know they're better, just to make themselves seem higher. It's ridiculous. >_>

But what's even dumber is this stupid judging everyone does. Like, it's so stupid. >_> Like, I can't stand hating anyone for being different. It's so... stupid! But people are afraid of difference, and it's pathetic, because individuality is one of the most beautiful things in this ugly place. But people are scared, people are insecure, and it's sad. >_> Hate is sad. ]; I mean, why should it matter if someone's a muslim or a christian? Or a jew? Or an aithiest? Why should it matter if two gays decide to marry each other? Why should it matter that my skin's a different color? What should it matter that one person shops at Hot Topic and one person shops at Hollister? When do people learn that i DOESN'T matter, that in the end, we're all the same. We all feel, we all breathe, we al lbleed, we all die...

But even though this world is ugly, even though this world is judgemental, and even though this world is full of dark, evil things, you can't let it get to you. Like, like, I know I can't change the entire world and make it better. But you know what I CAN change? My world. Maybe, if *I* be the change I want to see in the world, it'll change other people's worlds, too. :] Maybe, if I can make a difference in a few people's lives, they'll go out and make a diffewrence in other people's lives. And maybe it'll keep going. Cause, cause, caaaauuuuse, darkness is where light is not, and the more light there is, the less darkness. :]
So so so, you should be the change you want to see in the world :] Or maybe you already are, heheh.

.....I think I'm done rambling. xD I hope this meant something to you. >_>

SHINE BRIGHT, MICHAEL~ :'D Tee-hee.

Oh, you know what song reminds me of your journal entry?
"Bleed, Everyone's Doing It", by the Spill Canvas. xD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kOjmV2MGUv0

Go listen to it! >D Haha.
THat's seriously the only video with the song I could find on youtube. ._.
I should make an AMV with it...

OKAY. SARAH IS SRSLY DONE NAO. xD


commentCommented on: Tue Jul 01, 2008 @ 10:08pm
hey i no wat u mean u care and that is good be ur self that is all and it is true



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