I feel that I have to constantly remind you how much I care,
How much I need you,
How much I love you….
That no matter how many times I say it,
It wont be enough
I feel that maybe I’m making you feel uncomfortable,
Waiting for you to say that you love me in return
But I know my place in your life
I know that…compared to someone else I’m nothing
That what I say or what I do isn’t enough
Like nothing I do can amount to what she can
And I know….
And I tell myself everyday that I have to live with it
Even though I’ve said that I’m okay with it…
I’m not
And I never will
Because I’m in love with you
Much more than I should be
And I’ve become dependent of you
So dependent that if one day goes by without talking to you,
I feel uneasy, restless, alone
I know that I cant live without you
My heart would stop
My whole life would stop
And the anything and everything that I lived for would disappear along with you
If you were gone, I’d make sure I was gone too
I couldn’t and wouldn’t wake up every morning
and be reminded that you wont be there to talk to in the evening….
Still, I feel that I have to constantly remind you how much I care,
How much I need you,
And how so very much, that I love you…..
I love you
I love you
I…really do love you…
Yet I know….that your feeling will never be the same….
I Love You…..and those three words wont ever change…..
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