I've always loved cold weather, rain, cloudy days, and night. I don't know what's changed, but now when the sun sets or the sky is cloudy or a breeze is chilly I feel alone...I feel like the world is lost and I'm just getting swallowed into that lost lonely confusion. I feel like the fire that has burned so strong in my heart is going out, as if it's dieing and there's nothing I can do about it. I miss the sun, I miss the warmth it brought, I miss day time, I miss the small security it brought me. Though the dark doesn't bring me fear or danger, it brings my heart woe and great pain. Rain brings memories and tears. Cloudy days make me feel as if this place is hell and there is nothing to live for anymore. Just so many wretched feelings I hate it..
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