Hah, well my last journal entry was DEPRESSIN'>w< I was in a bit of a downward spiral emotionaly. what ever. -shrug- I have pretty much forgotten about gaia most of the time...I feel kinda bad about it. I haven't given up on it completely though. I should come on more, and I will try to, but probly not untill the end of exams....I hate exams. they are sooooo sucky. I mean really, it doesnt take three hours to take a hundred problem test, it really doesnt. so after I've finished with an hour and a half to spare, I get to sit there....staring...at a wall. great great fun. Plus I totally bombed my chorus exam. you have to sing in front of eighty people...and I get stage fright real bad. I started late, and couldnt recover so I re-started, and what do ya' know I do the same thing all over agian. I was on the brink of histaria because I did so poorly. Im not a bad singer, just a nervous one.
on another note, still single......hurray? not really hurray. kind of the opposite of hurray. Im just plain a** bored. with EVERYTHING. god high school is boring. kay Im done for tonight. I may add more later...or maybe not.
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