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Now...what do I have to say for today? well, I have been trying to play the sims but my computer keeps on turning off...not the one I am on now, noooo, my old one that had to be cleared of everything and reinstalled...isn't it wonderful? we added a memory thing or whatever, i don't know the names but i know what they are for and how to use them...that is how it has always been with me. I know what things are, what they do, pretty much everything other than the name. Also, when I try to explain it to others I fail miserably and sound like a bumbling fool...grr...someone out there doesnt like me. anyway, where was I? oh yea....blah, i don't remember.

school starts next week...great stuff, it will be a very big change...the first three years of my life was spent in private schools and then I went to public school for six months, hated it...I could barely speak english and everyone thought i was stupid for it...luckily some people, mexicans who had the same thing became my friends, hehehe one more...still remember him...anyway my family packed up and we moved to a new city in a new state....when we stepped into the school, public school, I was so friggen scared, when some of the kaffers laughed at me and snickered I told my dad that I didn't want to go there.

He found a private school for me and my sister and I spent two years there. Halfway through my fifth grade year I was moved to a new school, also private...now there is something else I have to mention, when we moved to america I was in third grade, in south africa I was the only girl in my class for three years and i had the time of my life, I was popular....when we came to america i pretty much stopped talking, people thought i was stupid with a few exeptions.

the last couple of months of fifth grade I became friends with the nerds...not the best idea. I went through sixth grade with the same crowd untill finally at the end of the year I was in the play and there I met...hehehe...freaky people. Since then I have grown more confident and outspoken and well...just plain different. not in a bad way of course, though some might view it like that.

Well I went all the way to seventh grade in the private school when my parents pulled me out yet again. I skipped eighth grade to be with people my age (when I came to america they held me back half a year, the years work differently) ninth grade I was homeschooled and took a couple of classes at an academy, drama class was my favorite *pulled my out of my thinning shell if you know what i mean which you probably dont* in tenth grade I was pulled out of the academy and placed in a couple of classes in another private school and homeschooled for the rest. Now, next week I plan to start at a huge public school more than 1700 people while all the schools I went to never went over 200.

Interisting huh?

well, moving on to my love life...heehhe. I have had seven boyfriends three of which live in south africa, I am still in contact with two of them eventhough we broke it off. my fourth was a mexican and I have no idea what happened to him. my fifth was a normal, no he wasnt normal, but he was cool, guy. My sixth is the most interisting of them all that relationship will be talked about in the next paragraph. my seventh lasted only three days, when the guy broke it off and told him that I wasnt giving him enough action...

Now to the sixth guy. Alex. We met in my sixth grade play, he had the lead and I was but a lowly unicorn...we did the lion the witch and the wardrobe. he asked me out the last night of the play which I might add was also his birthday. Summer came and then went and we had some contact but it wasnt much. Well, the first week of school went by all right. The seccond week the people started joking that i was annorexic because i didnt eat. I just wasnt hungry...the fools. I got really angry and upset and they finally quit. The third week Alex broke up with me for reasons that were, at the time, unknown to me. We stayed friend and sat at the same lunch table and hung out in a group. we were the preverted five and people stared at us when we all burst out laughing. well, later on the year I found out that Alex broke up with me because he was gay. I didn't believe at first but when I saw him angry that I was going out with my seventh guy, Chris, I became suspicious. He finally confessed and funny thing is I didn't hold it against him. I didnt like the fact that he was gay but he was my friend first and I couldn't just not be friends with him. Well we stayed connected the whole year i didnt see him when i was homeschooling by phone and email. well, last year I took some classes at the same school he was in and our friendship was reniewed. Just friends and that is just find with me. ehehhe...next week we, meaning me alex and another friend, are are going to the averil lavigne concert...that is if my parents allow me...


and that is part of my life story.