Hey Everyone now I'm not so good with this journal stuff so I'm just gunna write down my thoughts and such. Shool and life tend to become very hard for me at times and I don't always know what in blazes I'm getting my self in and then I don't know how to get my self out of a really sticky situation, and I. I learned that out the hard way. The very hard uneasy way, the way the only made me lost and confused and maybe just even alone. emo Now I didn't want to come off as to depressed to my friends and family, so I hid most of my self from the world. Hiding my true feelings behind a mask, a mask of just my happiness that was mostly just my cover.
No cause after school I was a wreck spilling out my guts to the only to people I trust, Sarah and Dyonna. The two real people who ever understood me and my life, because they deal with some of the same things as me and actually I found that really interesting when I first met them and it was easy for me to talk to them and it seems now that I'm just spilling my guts out to the whole entire world and that makes me feel blah. ninja But eh gunna feel a certain way huh, I feel blah is all. Oh ninjas, sorry outof topic =P. I just happen to really like ninjas is all.
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