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I am a mercenary. Its the best job out there, considering the skills and traits I have. I am half Carpathian ( Similar to vampires) and half Rivka ( soul stealing beings created by Satan). Because i was born naturally and not created by Satan, I have my own free will. The armor I wear is made to block out the sun's harmful rays during my travels in the day.

Sleep is not needed, I can restore my energy by the blood of any passerby, and souls from tainted creatures. I do not take the souls of innocents, nor to i take jobs that target innocents, I don't need to be damned anymore. I am already shunned by humans, demons and many fairfolk on this land because of my heritage. Only the children can sense I have a heart, somewhere in this body. One particularly observant boy could tell I was female. heh, such a strange child...but its been over 100 years since then... he's dead by now...

Never staying in one place for long, I travel endlessly. Not that I mind, its how I am and how it should be.
Staying in one place and growing attached to people, only gets them killed.
I loved, once. My ring symbolizes him, my love, and also my pain. If I didnt love him he'd still be alive. As would the village, but that is the past, and this is the now.

Now, I guard those who shouldn't know what I've known. Shouldn't see the destruction I've seen. Shouldn't hear the screams of loved ones near death.
Let them pass me by, while telling their children to stay away. Let them speak to me when only absolutely needed. Let them think I am the darkest thing out there.
hopefully, for their sake, I will be.
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Yes I know, bad title for me avi. I can never think of good titles.
the breed Carpathian is from a book series by Christine Feehan, and the Rivka breed is from a book series by Stephanie Rowe. of course I added and minused a few details for my story... but I hope it sounded good anyway! XD

EDIT: my avi wont be in the arena until.... next monday,the 5th of May I believe, maybe, Im not too sure. but I placed this here now because I know I might forget to. lol. sweatdrop blaugh 3nodding