Another night of no sleep. Wondering if he will be sucked back into the crap of a b***h of an ex. I am hoping he would rather be with someone like me then someone who has hurt him more times than there should have been. He should have never stayed with her, when she hurt him the first time. I hope he knows I would never ever in my life hurt him in anyway. I am a person, when they care and feel for someone with almost all of there heart, when they are upset, I am upset, I can feel the stress from off of them and I become stressed b/c I get worked up and worried about how they are doing. I care more about other peoples well-being than my own. That is how I am and how I will stay. I can't sleep b/c I know he is going through somethings and I wanna be able to channel it all off of him and on to me so he wont have to feel so depressed. I want him to smile. I wanna cheer him up, just like when he told me that seeing my face made his day a lot better. I love the feeling of being able to do that for people no matter who they are, rather if I know them or not. Sometimes all it takes is a stranger to make you smile, and that can make your day so much better.
Neuriel22 Community Member 
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