I feel like crap
Ever since april started, crap has been happening. I hate this. I cried a couple of days ago because of this s**t. There was a girl in one of my classes who is just a two-faced bully. She makes me look like the bad one whenever she starts something. Then I got called to the assistant principal's office because of the tech ed teacher. That made me late for lunch. I tried to go back to the classroom to get some food i brought but the door was locked because everyone already left. I went to lunch and there was no room for me at the lunch table i usually sit at. I guess all this piled up, and other things that happened that i dont want to mention, made me cry. I feel so stupid. Why the hell did i have to cry? Nobody cares anyway. Then today there was no room for me again at lunch. I feel so dumb because i almost cried again at lunch and in my next class. Im glad i didnt. I have to get used to all this crap and theres no point in crying but sometimes i just cant help it. This sucks. The one of the only good things that happened was a marker fight i had with one of my freinds yesterday. I had a scented gel pen and he had a sharpie highlighter. I hope it isnt permanent or he is soooo dead stare . It was all over my pants, my arm, and a mark on my shirt. It was so funny. I only got him on his shirt but mine is washable... We kinda got in trouble after that... Today, i got a marks on my arm from his pen. XD.
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