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I wanted to update you all but I forgot what I was going to say. Things are getting kind of worse but are looking up. It's real quiet now that mom had passed away. I've been starting to feel lonely within the past two weeks. Sometimes I wish I could just go out and pick up the one that means the most to me. Sometimes, though I hate to admit it, I ask myself if everything is worth it. Everytime I do, I always think of one person and then I know that it's worth everything. Just the sight of her is worth everything. I'm sure that I'd not be around anymore if it weren't for her. I don't know. It's just I know that something will go as planned, but it seems as though it doesn't but I know that in the long run I'll find that person who is the most precious to me and we will be happy. Well, then again I might be crazy like everyone says. There's just something that tells me everything will be alright and that she's the one and only one. I must do as much as I can to make that time pass by so then we can be united in due time. Time is the key to many things. I don't know what I'm saying, I'm just babbling now. I guess I should go now. Heaven is Love. Peace.

May the Gods bless you all with the best of luck.