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I knew It was going to happen sooner or later... but I didn't expect it to be so suddenly... My best friend, Squid, moved on March 28, 2008 to Tennessie. I have been really upset by it. I didn't behave myself like I told my self I was going too. I caused a lot of greif this weeked for my two friends that I was with. Sometimes it just got so bad that I didn't know what to do and just laid there lifeless... I really apologize to them. I should have behaved myself better. It isn't like I will never see her again... I feel bad for the way I acted. I still don't really know what to do.
My mind wanders and I think about things and I end up really upset again. I nee to get a much better control of myself...