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i really am not in a good mood...oh wait let me think im usually not in a good mood so theres really no change there. anyways i had a good time yestruday because i was with Damien and our friend Sam and we went bowling and then saw a movie...and we ate dinner at Sam's house afterward right. well that night Damien parents were being real dirtbags so he was depressed and mad. and that ruined my night. then i asked Damien if he wanted to hangout on Friday because we both had off work right. well he tells me that his friend David asked him if he wanted to hangout on Friday and then play guitar and bass over at David's old bands house. which is just a stupid idea because David hates those people or so he told me. but yeah thats why i'm mad because i barly get to see Damien and i know he needs to have a socail life beyond me but i just can't stand him coming down here and not even saying hello or talk to me. it really pisses me off and i can't stand it. but no David had to freaking ask Damien to come with him. god David is really not my favorite person right now. GOD I HATE MY LIFE! oh you want to know why...ok let me inlighten you for the time being ok. when i'm not working i'm usually here sitting on my a** waiting for Damien to get off work so that we can talk on the internet...yeah thats a great life right there. i just love waiting here all freaking day for a couple of hours on the internet to talk to my boyfriend. this life really is bullshit and i don't know why i even let myself not finish what i started a while ******** i just wish i would have killed myself a while ago so that i wouldn't have to live like this anymore

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