Alright so i've had it with my sad pathotic life. It's time for changes. I'm person i should be. It's like i've stoped thinking. I need to take charge, nobody feels sorry for me, and nobody should. I've made theese mistakes and i need to to fix them. But where to start. School, religon, friends, family. I've betrayed them all. sad Anyway for anyone reading, i appriciate it. For all thoose i've hurt or neglegted i'm sorry.