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im gonna hold my head up high and petend like nothing is wrong.
i'm gonna act as if your not here and this is all a dream
act as if you not hurting me more inside everytime you show your face.
act just like i did before i met you.
im gonna do whatever it takes to piss you off.
im gonna be strong gonna hold onto everything i have.

how do you want me too act when your gone?
how do you want me to act when your straight up in my face?
how am i ment to be strong?
how long did it take you to realize that you would wear out your welcome?
i used to be kind used to be strong now im just dead inside.
how long will it take you to realize that you need to get out of my face?

how long will you keep this up?
and how long do i have to sit here waiting for you?
what do you want me to come crawling back to you?
or are you gonna come crawling back to me?
now tell me is this real or is it fiction.
is this based on a book or your own dream?

how do you want me too act when your gone?
how do you want me to act when your straight up in my face?
how am i ment to be strong?
how long did it take you to realize that you would wear out your welcome?
i used to be kind used to be strong now im just dead inside.
how long will it take you to realize that you need to get out of my face?

now tell me your gone and out of my face for the last time.
this one time i'll tell you i ******** hate your guts.
im dead to you and the whole world.
but this last wish i have is to tell you i still love you.
i always have and always will.
i cant stop the way i feel tonight.
no i cant stop these feelings inside.

how do you want me too act when your gone?
how do you want me to act when your straight up in my face?
how am i ment to be strong?
how long did it take you to realize that you would wear out your welcome?
i used to be kind used to be strong now im just dead inside.
how long will it take you to realize that you need to get out of my face?

p.s people please read the post before this its another one of my songs. thank you oh and please comment on if you like or not thank you. i will love you forever if you do

ocelot12791
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Commented on: Thu Jul 21, 2005 @ 02:10pm


	i like your journal its cool

Commented on: Thu Jul 21, 2005 @ 08:53pm


	that's pretty kool

Termiweiner
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DaedalusD
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Commented on: Thu Jul 21, 2005 @ 08:55pm


	This is interesting... do you play an instrument or sing? 3nodding

Commented on: Thu Jul 21, 2005 @ 08:57pm


	i can kinda play guitar and drums and i sing

X[xGOTHIC.colored.FAIRYx]
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Lady_LE
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Commented on: Thu Jul 21, 2005 @ 08:58pm


	Um....i actually liked it. Lol. sweatdrop I can't write good poems/songs to save my life, and trust me, i've tried. 3nodding

Commented on: Thu Jul 21, 2005 @ 09:01pm

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Vivi_Kee
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Commented on: Fri Jul 22, 2005 @ 01:33pm


	i love your journak everything has meaning. heart

Commented on: Fri Jul 22, 2005 @ 03:19pm


	Very nice. Keep up the good work....

Oijen
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