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life has been crap
emo my mom beats me and i dont know what to do
i ask her why she does this and she just says
its you fault i dont know what the hell she is saying exclaim
but i cant stand up for myself if you ask my friends
lucky_chris_11 and Xx_yuki_67_xX sweatdrop
they will tell i never am vert loud or that im to quite
so i cant stand how every day
i come home it stars with a slap
and ends with me one the floor bleeding to death
i try to leave but she took me back
TT-TT i ask my self "why am i so useless" sad question
and im thinking about commiting sucide b/c they give all the
attension to my mentaly retarded sister stressed
it not her fault she stupid but she rubs it in my face
she's 22
but she acts like a 3 yr old stressed
i swear ....
this is probly old news to most of ya but news to others
and the resian i retype this is b/c
it gets worse every day emo crying
i dont know what to do
b/c i get beat and almost got raped exclaim crying
from a sex offender trying to put me in his car and kept touchind my
that story will be later on ok..
it still is scareing me 4 life u_u
goodbye for now..... sad sad