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k, let's get a few things straight here

1. I think there are people who defenitly read your journal, well, at least i do. i read it everytime you post something in it, i'm just not really good at leaving comments redface

2. Everyone has a period in his life in which he feels not really himself, or when you feel like a ghost. you walk around endlessly, you don't feel like you used to, you just wished it all would end. In your mind, you feel the darkness lurking, you wished someone would be able to see, but no one does. you hate to dissappoint people, everyone hates it to not being able to live up to expectations. Don't take is so hard, we're not perfect, but that's what's makes us special. we all have flaws, you can't always do the right thing, life isn't meant to be that perfect.

3. You can't be replaced, you're a special person, i don't know you very well, but from what i've read here and seen on your profi, you look like a really interesting guy, not someone you would be able to replace easily. Just because your friends are getting along well doesn't mean you'll get replaced. Their friendship is new, so they are really getting to know each other, that always makes it special and interesting. After a while, it will settle down and you'll be able to hang out with them.
don't give up hope, life is beautiful when the sun shines on your face, or when you're able to feel the wind in your hair.
if you would disappear i guess this world would loose one of it's precious persons.

maybe it's inappriote of me to say these things, since i don't really know you well, but i know you're a good guy. Hang in there, you'll be alright

~redmind~

you need a shag xD.........and some pudding, vanilla pudding. And you need to get your a** on AIM and tell me when you're down Gumi. Pfhtt replace you, like anyone could do that.

No one could replace the place you have in my heart Skye, heart

it sounds like you just need someone to love you and care about you its almost like your here but then agin your not becuase no bodie noteses you until you do something wrong its like your just their and your not important and the only way you can get attintion or feel important is if you do something wrong but you dont get the right attintion for doing it you alwasy get the wrong attintion but its still better then no attintion at all
its almost like being alive and dead at the same time you bodies here but then agin your not their
ya im probally so wrong about what im saying but idk i just know this becuase well thats how i am