I am afraid of who I am becoming
Because who I am becoming is a product of you
Of your lies and all this pain that you gave me
I am becoming a man I don’t recognize or rather
The person I wish never to exist
The trust I lost in people is nothing new but
The trust I lost in you made me someone new
Someone whose heart is cold… colder
Than what it was. And I try I really try
To trust those that I know but I can’t
My heart is wishing to let people in but
My heart is screaming no, my mind screams no,
and my soul, my soul says please don't go
And it’s not like I care who you become too me
I only care about the reason why you
Created all these feelings inside of me
Only to take it away. I want to know why
You told me lies that heart could not resist
I want to know why you betrayed the trust I gave to you
Without these answer I will become what I fear
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